For my older brother
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For my brother Bob, during a time when he was struggling with alcoholism

 

When we were young -

and I was very young -

you were, for me, all skill and sunlight,

a hero to be worshipped, and copied, and admired.

 

You taught me many things:

the elegant leg-glances

that brought me many runs;

the strict, correct defences

that wore the bowlers down;

and sound and skilful glovework,

and how to throw and slide.

And patiently and doggedly,

without your natural flair,

I learned the basic skills.

 

But more than skill with bat and ball,

you taught me things that linger -

a patience and a tolerance

where skill is less than mine;

the quickness to encourage

the early, awkward steps

as others learn new ways;

and how to handle victory,

and courage in defeat.

 

Now age and outgrown roles

do not divide us:

we meet as brothers

and I thank you for the confidence

with which I walk today,

built on early competence

I learned from you at play.

 

© Neil Quintrell 1981