The Lilac Hat

  (for Dianne)

  It was a simple lilac hat, with a domed crown and up-turned brim. It had been left behind by one of our special Canadian visitors and sat quietly on the shelf in our guest room, looking out on the back deck. It watched the barbecues of family and friends as the seasons passed—the balmy days of autumn, the early winter nights, and the outburst of flowers in Spring. A new summer found it still waiting patiently to be useful again.

            Bonnie, a bubbly Servas guest from Port Angeles, Washington had arrived in January without a hat, so the lilac hat began another brief journey, shading her from the summer sun. It watched the blue waters of St Vincent gulf brush softly on the long white beach of Silver Sands and saw again the sweep of the Southern Ocean from Goolwa to Victor Harbor, remembering its last journey to the wild beaches of Kangaroo Island across the strait. After Bonnie left, the hat returned to its place on the shelf, and another summer and autumn passed.

            Charmian and Neil's thoughts had turned to the north of Australia as the winter began to close in, and the lilac hat was taken down, its upturned brim a perfect nestling place for the fly net carried by all north-bound travellers. And so its next journey began, north through the deserts of the Red Centre, past the Tropic of Capricorn and onto the Top End of Australia.

The hat watched with wonder as the long reaches of the desert unfolded, the sand becoming redder and redder as it travelled. Eucalypt woodlands gave way to myall and titree scrub and then to empty saltbush deserts, a huge cloudless sky arching above. It passed by broad salt lakes and crossed wide sandy creek-beds, empty now of their summer monsoonal rains. It sat patiently on the back ledge of the car through the freezing winter nights of the desert, knowing that soon it would be needed as it moved north.

In Alice Springs, in the centre of the continent, it saw, sometimes with hope, sometimes with despair, the condition of Aboriginal Australians and wondered when the time would come when this people could both reclaim their ancient heritage and take an honoured place in modern Australia. It marvelled at the exuberant Sturt's Desert Pea at Desert Park, the rich red of Standley Chasm, and the sweep of the McDonnell Ranges with its ochre-red cliffs retreating into distant blues.

Just north of Alice Springs, the lilac hat crossed the Tropic of Capricorn and entered the tropical north. Now temperatures began to rise and soon the hat was in regular use. It sat on the edge of the Roper River and in the hot springs at Mataranka watching the kangaroos coming down to drink and the parade of brilliant birds—scarlet finches, shining flycatchers and rainbow bee-eaters. It heard the strangled cry of the blue-winged kookaburra, and longed for a glimpse of this elusive bird, only to be constantly disappointed. On the Katherine River, with a light wind off the water providing some relief from the heat, the hat marvelled at the harsh red beauty of the sandstone cliffs as it travelled down the spectacular gorge.

It crossed into Aboriginal land in Kakadu National Park, again providing Charmian with much-needed shade, as the afternoon sun blazed out of skies clear apart from the occasional haze of smoke from the controlled winter burnoff. Cruising quietly on Yellow Water, the lilac hat was thrilled by an abundance of birds it had never seen before—brolgas and jabirus, sea eagles and jacanas, azure kingfishers and kites and, reminding it of Canada, flocks of magpie geese.

  At Aboriginal rock art sites in Kakadu, the hat felt the timelessness of this ancient land as it viewed the records of the original inhabitants—pictures celebrating dance, ceremony, totems and the legends of the ancestral Lightning Man. On the East Alligator River, it watched, in silent awe, the great saltwater crocodiles cruising the river. It listened attentively to the guide tell of the stories of the Dreaming, reminding the travellers of the wisdom with which the elders had solved the problems of existence without modern technology. It shuddered at the stories of harsh judgement handed out to those who transgressed the tribal laws deemed essential to survival in a hard land. From the aerie of Ubirr Rocks it viewed, with a kind of reverence, the sun set over the ancient flood plains of Kakadu.

The hat's shade was in continual use in Darwin, Australia's northernmost city and capital of the Northern Territory, as it bustled around markets, museums, galleries, and harbourside dining, re-acquainting itself with familiar hats that had also travelled from Adelaide and met in Darwin. It was jolted out of the reflections about old stories and an ancient land into the realities of the modern world by seeing warships in the harbour, displays of the destruction of the city by Cyclone Tracy in 1974, and hearing about the on-going news of the recent bombings in London.

Pleased to be turning south again, the hat found the shade of springs in Litchfield National Park and Douglas Hot Springs. At Batchelor, a small settlement near the entrance to Litchfield, it paused as Charmian chatted with Jeannie, an Arnhem Land Aboriginal woman, who was selling her traditional woven mats and baskets in the town park. They discussed techniques, fabrics and dyes and learned that Jeannie taught traditional crafts at the local college, and was instructing her daughters and grand-daughters in the arts of weaving.

At Kununurra, the lilac hat took a plane ride into the amazing Bungle Bungle Range of Purnululu National Park. It walked among the striped beehive domes of the range into Cathedral Gorge, where the guide's didgeridoo music echoed hauntingly around a huge sandstone bowl, sculpted by flooding waters over millions of wet seasons. It paused as Charmian sat on the rocks at the entrance to Piccaninny Creek, shading her from the afternoon sun as feelings of awe settled on the travellers as gently as the soft breeze brushing down the valley. On a drive out to Wyndham, the hat stopped at Parry's Lagoon for a quiet hour of bird-watching from the bird hide, and Charmian was able to tick more sightings in her bird book.

After over 6 weeks of travelling, it was time for the hat to turn for home and its quiet resting place on the guest room shelf at Hawthorndene. But, somewhere during a stop at Katherine, Charmian and the lilac hat became separated and the discovery of the loss was not made until the travellers were well down the road south.

We wonder where the lilac hat is now. Who may have discovered it? What travels may it have taken? We will never know, but we want to dream a destination for it. We want to imagine that it has made its way north from Katherine to the little town of Batchelor and is sitting, even now, on the head of Jeannie as she gently weaves the stories of her people into the fabric and colours of her mats and baskets—the astonishing reds of the earth, the soft blue of the sky, and the blazing orange of the tropic sun.

 

Neil Quintrell

26 August 2005

Creative Writing

 

Charmian and 'The Lilac Hat'

at Burrunggui Aboriginal rock art site in

Kakadu National Park, July 2005